So I let my friend talk me into auditioning for a new club in town called ‘Bar Burlesque’, it’s snazzy inside though I wouldn’t say the main room had much of a burlesque ‘look’. Never-the-less I decided to man up and grow a pair! My friend and I planned a quick two minute routine to ‘Hey Big Spender’ within an hour at midnight last night and went to bed set for an early rising.
Nerves kicked in more than I’d hoped when I got up D: aha.
Without much of a practice I played my little routine out, first to the DJ and then the owners and a few spectators. They were impressed by the routine and how quickly I’d thrown it together but my confidence was holding me back and the woman worries it will in performances :|.
I hate exams/auditions etc. I’m absolutely pants at them, though I’ve never danced burlesque before, never had dance lessons and haven’t danced in a while I know I can do it. Why can’t I just let myself go instead of worrying about every little thing and being scared?!?!
Next audition (all burlesque’d up): Tuesday. Can’t have been that bad?? :’)